Little Boy Blue Balls-Part 1

Photography by Mistress Laurent

At the ripe age of 38, I felt the need to find a Mistress and become Her slave. I met Mistress Rayvyn on a website we were both members of where she had shared Her  messenger name. Things escalated quickly, in a good way, and I rapidly became her little bitch and her little boy too; the latter because of my embarrassingly small cock and balls.

Mistress Rayvyn and I developed a close relationship quickly while she edged me and alternated ball smacks with a wooden spoon over video chat. In between her playing with me, we asked each other questions and had very titillating conversations about kink and non-kink topics.

Speaking of titillating, Mistress Rayvyn had big beautiful tits that she would tease me with occasionally. She is such a wonderful tease. She started by sending me pictures of her cleavage while she made me edge myself with every new pic. My little boy cock didn’t last very long every time I edged to those pictures. After a few days, she started sending me pics of her feet. I longed to touch and lick and kiss them. She made me edge myself time and time again while looking at her feet. For days I was not able to cum. Four, long, painful days my little boy blue balls hurt and the pain always brought me back to Her.

“Today you may cum after 5 times of edging yourself” she said with an evil grin on her face on our video call. She would tell me when to edge, when to wait, and when to edge again. Her voice was teasing and she enjoyed humiliating me. “Look at that little penis, if you want to even call it a penis” She commented with a look of disgust on Her face. “You’re nothing but a dickless loser. Play with that little bit of nothing in your pants for me. I want to laugh at how little you have to move your hand” She commanded. I once again edged myself for Mistress. Her commentary only made me want to cum harder. “Yes, Mistress my little cock is non-existant and I am an embarrassment to myself and to You” I replied to her.

After four times of edging myself, Mistress said nothing. She sat there staring at my face. I showed her my little boy cock. She showed no interest. I begged her to let me edge a fifth time.  She smiled at me with an evil grin but we both sat there in silence. The silence was painful, but I knew Mistress had more in store for me. After maybe 10 minutes of Her silence and my pathetic whining to no avail, She said She would call me right back. When I got off video chat with Her, She started sending me photos again. This time she sent me pics of her breasts in her bra. “Edge yourself to that and let me know when you’re done” she texted.

I was disappointed because She didn’t give me instructions to cum and it was the fifth time I was edging for Her, but I dared not say anything about my feelings as I knew I would surely be punished for challenging her authority. Instead I said “Yes Mistress. Anything you want” and as I started to jerk my little boy penis off, my little boy blue balls began to hurt again. As I completed my task, I texted Mistress and told her it was complete.

“Check these out” she said back and sent me a picture of her naked tits. My small member jolted and I leaked some precum. It was the first time she permitted me to see them. “Edge again to that picture” She texted to me and I did. “I’m done Mistress” I said within a minute. She then called me on video chat and laughed at how little I lasted.

I couldn’t help but notice she was wearing a very sexy nightgown.

“And just what do you think you’re doing staring at me?” She uttered jokingly. “I’m looking at the most beautiful Mistress in the universe” I responded. “Good answer, but flattery will get your nowhere you minuscule piece of scum” she told me playfully with a smile. “Edge again and this time I want to see that tiny thing you once called a prick and I guess that’s applicable since it’s as small as a thorn on a rose” she articulated. Her humiliation was delicious and I fed off of her words like a hungry dog, my little cock and balls aching for Her permission to release.

I rubbed my little boy cock a few times and had to let go quickly, this time almost cumming. “I’ve had enough of your inability to last long. You are not to cum for the next few days” She vowed. She ended the video call abruptly. I was then instructed via text to wait until my erection went down and to send her videos of me edging myself 3 more times. I did as I was told. “You are my little edge slut” she texted. I sent her my three videos shortly after and all she said back was “Good boy. That’s enough from you tonight.” I begged her to stay but she did not respond. I felt used and the pain of that felt amazing. Her dominance delighted me in a way nothing else had ever done.

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About the Author

Mistress Rayvyn is a 37 year old native New Yorker who has been in the lifestyle for 20 years. Her hobbies include photography, singing, writing, reading, talking to people from around the world on various messengers, cooking, baking, and playing rpgs of all kinds.

She only started writing BDSM erotica a year ago, but has been writing poetry and fictional stories since she was 14 years old. While her BDSM stories are fictional, they are comprised of the fetishes she and her following have. Some stories are catered to specific people in her life, others are fantasies of her own. She hopes to continue to build her following and get some constructive feedback along the way.


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