A Letter To Sir

I have openly written about being in a closed poly unit.  I've spoken of my wife of a decade now who has split personality and the subsequent babygirl I got from that.  I probably have droned on endlessly about both of my wives and my husband. They are the center of my world; both in kink and outside of it.  Everything I do is for them.  In turn, they keep me sane.  It is … [Read more...]

Self Care vs Self Aware

I find the best way to help people understand my point of view is to be painfully honest.  With that being said, I'm going to share some deeply personal mental health experiences.  At one time, many years ago, I would have apologized for the possibility that I may upset someone.  I have learned, over the last ten years or so, that it is ok to be broken sometimes.  It is ok to … [Read more...]

A Little Fascination With Rope

I have always had a fascination with rope.  It is such a versatile medium to explore kink.  It can be used as a fashion statement, to lead someone, to bind them in place, or even to make them feel comfortable.   My own journey started with a class entitled “Basic Bondage and Shibari,” given by Magick42.  I have been blessed to have him help me with my knots and correct my … [Read more...]

Don’t Scream- Part 1

You told me not to scream.  That thought plays in my head constantly.  What would have happened had I not listened?  Honestly, I'm not even sure it's not just a coincidence. Maybe I should back up a little. I was headed out.  I've taken to nightly walks after work.  After I got home, I went down to my room, changed into shorts, a tank top, and a pair of running … [Read more...]

A Sensual Massage

I wonder if you understand the amount I enjoy touching you.  The feel of your skin, so soft and smooth, gives me goosebumps most times.  I can feel your heat against my palm.  It is quite the treat to touch you, even in the most innocent of ways.   I can see you laid out on your stomach, the strong lines of your back standing prominent as you rest your head on your … [Read more...]