We live in a 24/7 TPE. She belongs to me. She is my marked, collared and plugged submissive. She gets a daily maintenance spanking, she kneels for me when asked, and she has full agency.
We are closer than either of us could have imagined possible. I recently wrote this poem about her:
My Sexy Slut
She is my muse
A truly sexualized creature
Her body Pulses
And quivers in ecstasy
Again and again
She is erotic
My Cinnamon Girl
Connected to the earth
Her animal spirit
A mountain lion
Brings me to
Where air is thin
Growling my approval
We cum hard ‘together
And my Sexy Slut
When we met 3 years ago, we were both coming off long term unsatisfying marriages. She was subjected to the whims of her domineering partner, and I suffered the scorn of a frigid wife. We both have kids and we both have a background in athletics and health care. So there was a lot we could talk about, and yet, we both brought a lot of baggage to the table.
I had made the choice after a 4-year journey into hard-core kink following my separation and divorce, to base my relationship on being an out-kinkster. I chose to seek a submissive partner to explore my sexuality with.
Now to be clear, I had spent those 4 years post-divorce playing in the kink pool, and what I came to discover was that intimacy was missing. I also postulated that being an out sexual kinkster, that with a deeply submissive woman I could create intimacy in this relationship where none had existed before for
me. I wanted to have a love relationship with a submissive masochist who herself wanted to live in a 24/7 TPE.
With that context I wrote a “seeking post” that did as much as it could to authentically describe both what I was seeking and who I was seeking, as well as to state clearly what I was seeking. It was an authentic writing.
During my time playing with different submissives over the previous few years, I was present to how many women were seeking domination. So, I was not surprised when many women responded to my seeking post almost immediately.
One stood out. My writing occurred to her as if it was written to her personally.
She and I talked for months before we met. We shared stories, fantasies, kinks, desires, goals, relationship intentions and so on then I tasked her to test her obedience and her access to masochism as a sexual experience. She passed the test and I was compelled to meet her in person. We met for a drink at a place midway between us.
The way she tells it, it was in that moment of meeting me when she took stock of me in person for the first time, that she chose to kneel for me. I occurred to her as the Dom she was seeking. Soon after our meeting, I left the country for a month and when I returned, she was out of town for a couple of weeks. So, we did not see each other again for around 8 weeks. We agreed to meet over lunch, and then we met a couple of times for dinner and then on the weekend, she came over, and we took a walk and shared a bottle of wine on the beach. She had done her research. She had lots of questions.
She wanted to experience a real dynamic. I was interested in her as a submissive and possibly a relationship partner long term. And the attraction was chemical. We both found each other attractive and desirable. We were talking about what was needed to begin a dynamic. I told her that she would need to put herself forward to be claimed, and we talked in detail about what it would take for her to choose me to submit to. I described the protocol that she would need to follow for the experience.
She came over one last time to spend an evening with me and she was excited to play but she had not yet been claimed, and because I had said so, I was not prepared to play with her until she was finally separated from her husband whom she was in the process of divorcing.
I share this history because it was those months of conversations that comprised the negotiations for our dynamic. We talked in detail about our limits, about the context of a D/s dynamic in a 24/7 relationship. What it would be like, the protocols I required, the specifics and so on. We established safe words and made an agreement to set the dynamic aside while we deal with what there was to deal with should the need arise. The more we talked the more she wanted to serve.
She was ready to be claimed.
This was not an insignificant moment for us. She arrived on time, and she undressed in the entrance hall, and crawled to the center of the living room where she took the Nadu pose as instructed. Her training had begun. The claiming was intended to be intense. She agreed to be marked inside and out as I fulfilled on claiming her as my personal slut, and in choosing to be her Master. She got marked with several cane strokes and I pissed down her throat and, in her ass, to mark her inside. She was now my marked slut, and we began the experience of learning how to play together.
For the next several weeks, she spent weekends with me and from Friday PM till late on Sunday PM she wore a play collar and we experienced hard-core kinky sex together. We experimented with a range of playing styles as we learned to interact sexually with each other. It was fun.
We debriefed after every scene, and I took what I learned about her into the next scene and so on. But at this early stage it was till experimentation us. She was experiencing her desire, being to be in a real dynamic and to offer her submission completely, and I was experiencing the joy of training my submissive to serve me.
About a month into our dynamic, things started moving fast on her end and she found herself faced with a crisis. Her ex-husband was starting to behave erratically, and she was being advised to move out for her safety. I offered her my place to stay, no strings attached.
She moved in under duress, but she was grateful for the safe space. I gave her the time and space she needed to allow her to relax into the dynamic. There was zero pressure.
She and I found that we liked spending time together. It was new for me to have a woman sleeping in my bed day after day, and we took walks holding hands and talked and talked and talked about things. We talked about sex, and food and kids and marriage and divorce and nature and being and religion and spirituality and health and fitness and dogs and sex some more. I was enrolling her in my world and specifically in my view of a 24/7 TPE along with other topics like abundance, love, relatedness, intimacy and connection. We got along famously, we enjoyed each other’s company, and the sex was amazing.
We talked and fucked and cooked and ate together and drank together, it became clear fairly quicky that with her in my life, my life was dramatically improved. We started to experience good feelings for each other. She was bold and said so first and I was confronted by my story of being unlovable, so I had to be with her feeling strongly about me while I figured out how to deal with my own experience. I had what I wanted and had been seeking right there in my living room telling me that she was falling in love with me. Talk about being confronted. (I like to define the word “confronted” as to “look at without flinching”.)
My search had been for intimacy and so that started an inquiry about what that meant for us. We continued to explore kink and each other and she pursued her cocktail sommelier credential. This led to us having a cocktail and an in-depth relationship conversation every day after we fucked. We had a play scene daily and had high protocol scenes on the weekend. It was a great time. Around the same time, I implemented a daily maintenance spanking regime to address her mood swings. She was much happier after impact play. This was a game changer on many levels. It gave us new access to her masochism and the sex got hotter (if that was possible) and we got closer.
In the meantime, her divorce got finalized and with her being complete, the last condition I had set for collaring her was satisfied, I offered her my collar. She accepted, and now as my collared slut we continued to explore intimacy in our relationship newly and if it’s possible to believe, the sex is hotter every time out than it ever was before.
We came to a place where we were both able to truly allow the other person in – to be vulnerable. The way I put it was that I would allow her to hold my heart in one hand and a sharp blade in the other, and I choose to give her the power to destroy my heart. That is vulnerability. She did the same. We got vulnerable with each other and that made all the difference. We got closer and the sex got hotter. Crazy.
Armed with a loving dynamic, our 24/7 TPE took off. Then covid happened and we were stuck at home in our new collared dynamic. And wow, did we love that. We spent 24 hours a day together living a 24/7 dynamic in reality. It was magical.
Her mixology skills improved and we found ourselves in a deep conversation about our relationship, our dynamic, and so on, which led us to starting the podcast because if you really think about it, our kink is communication. We worked on the coaching program, and we got involved in meeting and interviewing kinksters to discover more for ourselves. Out of that we made friends in the kink community, and we have deepened our relationship dramatically. We have also been having ever hotter sex, most recently described as a “open chakras and a flowing kundalini” by Mystic Chick.
We are getting close to a tantric experience. We have distilled our scenes down to the essence of pure pleasure. It’s remarkable. We are left breathless and high each time we fuck.
We love each other, our kink is wrapped into our sexuality, and we continue to explore.
Our exploration has a few rules
– There is nothing wrong
– We do not allow space between us
– We are each 100% responsible for the dynamic
– We relate as Dom/sub, Sadist/masochist, Daddy/little, Master/owned property
These “rules” create a context for the relationship that keeps us on an even keel. And we have incorporated protocols that keep us ticking along on all cylinders. We are 100% aligned. Its wonderful.
I wrote this poem recently:
She Completes Me
Made Nothing if
Held in contempt
Love is powerful
Life is in balance
She completes me
As you think about yourself and your life and your kink and your relationship dynamics and you are hoping to experience something similar to what we are experiencing, consider that communication is our kink, and we would not have gotten here if we were both unclear about what we were seeking in the first place.
Our entire coaching program is designed to get you here…on your own terms. Feel free to reach out to us on https://www.patreon.com/LadyPetrasPlayground where the Task a Day program will give you access to the experience.
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